Today is the last official day of my 30 Dream Days Challenge. It has been an eye opening experience.
I have decided to extend it 10 more days to make it 40 days total but the next 10 will be strictly between me and God. A lot has come up for me over these 30 days and I know the work that was started will continue long past the 40 days but I need at least the next 10 days to gain clarity on all that God has poured into me through this dreaming process.
I had the pleasure today to meet with Princess Bola Adelani, a powerful woman of God. We were referred to each other by a common friend and it was obvious to me that this was a God ordained connection. We’ve been trying to get together for months and set this date up last week. I did not realize at the time that it would be the last day of my dream challenge but He has a way of working out those details. It was her words that inspired me to take the next 10 days alone with God to gain greater clarity.
I don’t know what will come of this new connection but Princess Bola is organizing a Call to Destiny Summit in Hartford from Oct 24-26, 2013 and I plan to attend. Click the link to find out more. If you are interested in attending with me, please contact me. I would love to experience this with a group.
At the end of our time together Princess Bola summed up what she heard from me and said “Your heart is crying out to know and do God’s will”.
I know this to be true. I have known this for awhile. The hard part for me is clarity on this. My deep passionate dream is to know clearly the will of God for my life. When I know that with clarity, I will walk in power and am 100% convinced that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. CLARITY is what I seek now. I will enter into a time of prayer and fasting pressing in to get that clarity. To my purpose and destiny.
About a year ago, I realized I needed more of Him and less of me. I cried out to God for a worship song. One that I could sing in the times when I needed encouragement, when I needed to get into His presence. One where I could remember the lyrics (as music is really not my “thing”). I love Revelation Song, especially when this amazing woman at my church Katynia sings it. But it wasn’t “my song”, at least not at that moment in my life. I also love Hosanna by Hillsong. It was also not the song for that season.
Then one day, Krista left K-love on in the car and when I got in and started the car, there it was…
Such beautiful, simple lyrics. I can remember them anywhere at anytime and this has been the cry of my heart for the last year.
Fill Me Up by Jesus Culture
You provide the fire
I’ll provide the sacrifice
You provide the Spirit
And I will open up inside
Fill me up God
Fill me up God
Fill me up God
Fill me up
Love of God
Overflow
Permeate
All my soul
I have certainly felt the fire over the last year or so. I have opened up inside. I know that God is filling me up. The love of God is overflowing in my life. It permeates ALL my soul. I can’t contain it. It’s all consuming…
ALL CONSUMING…
I will always love this song. But there is a new season starting. I am looking for a new song. My friend Katynia sent the song below to me the other day. I fell in love with it. The part that resonates the most with me is the “you can’t buy my silence”. For me this is the inner turmoil in my own head fighting against itself. I know change is about to come and there is a voice coming out of me from what God has been pouring into me and I don’t know what to do with it yet. I just know that I can’t still it. No amount of money can silence it. AND I WILL BRING THE NOISE…
STAY TUNED! The time is now…
30 Dream Days 